Monday, 19 April 2010

First Blog: A Small Step For Mankind; A Huge Step For Esther XD

D: SCHOOOOLLLLL TOMORROWWWWWW :(
NOT GOOOODDD.
Today has been rather terrible as it is the last day of the holidays so I guess it's inevitable. Haven't done much at all except stress over school tomorrow and all the revision I've just realised I should be doing. Lots to look forward to obviously: exams exams exams :( :P
Found out my mum's operation is same day as my drama exam so rather bummed she won't be there to see it :/
Stressed to high heaven and praying that God will give me the strength to keep on trooping over the next school term :) Can't do it in my own strength can I? ;)
Lucky to have such an awesome Heavenly Father I reckon.
Keep reminding myself that in the whole scope of things my life is not as important as it may feel to me and that even if I were to fail my GCSEs, it would still go on.
Gotta have some optimism but I feel like my whole household is tense with everyone going through something different so it's best not to leave my room.
Wish I had more to do and distractions to keep my mind off of things, but at least it's nearly sleep time.
I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day... :)